FUCK.
Friday, September 14, 2007
♥ 7:45 AM
FORGET IT.Is it all that you can say. I tried to care. I believed you when you said you never told her that you loved her. I believed you when you said you never told her that you'll be there for her forever. But wait, does all of this matter at all. Like whether I believe you or not. That is between you and that girl.
Thanks for not trusting me.
Thanks for being such a bastard to the point where you gave me your user name and password for friendster. You never realised that it was an insult to me, did you.
Thanks for being so bloody insensitive. You had no idea how much it hurts okay. All you said was "forget it". I tried to be there for you. I wanted to assure you that, you can tell me everything cause I'll be there to listen to you. But no, you had to push me away. I have no idea why you got so fucking pissed in the first place. Is trying to show someone concern a kind of sin, a type of offence?
FUCK NO. I said, if you didn't say anything of those things to her, you didn't need to worry. Why did you have to go all
cold and say stuff like "fuck it" and "forget it".
Forget it - these two words just showed me how much we didn't know about each other. And obviously, it proved me wrong on how I thought we were getting along fine. I don't understand how you could freaking doubt me. Like bloody hell, how could you doubt whether I trust or care for you. I believed you when you said you didn't say that you love her. I
believed you when you said you didn't say you'll be there for her forever. I really trusted you. I really don't understand. Why did you have to go and say "forget it" and push me away. Fuckshit, it fucking hurts to hear that. I really don't understand. Why, tell me, why did you have to get pissed. I didn't do anything wrong. Oh maybe you got pissed cause I wanted to listen to you, cause I wanted to be there for you. And
no, don't apologise to me. You didn't do anything wrong. I was the one in the wrong. I was wrong to freaking care. It's all my fault. What you said hurt me, in a way or another, and fuck, it
stings.
I'm such an idiot. Who cries over stupid shits like this anyway.David, thanks for listening to me.You, listening to me, it's more than I could ask for.
